Difficult sessions.

For the most part I look forward to going to therapy. I have a really good relationship with my therapist and although there's only so much she can do for me it definitely helps to have a release and get advice on how to cope, particularly with my anxiety.

But last session was really hard, there were tears and I got a lot of heavy emotions out. She's calling a family review with my mother. I'm anxious. Although I love my mother I wasn't very nice about her at my last session and I'm worried it'll be a highly tense session with confrontation that wont get us anywhere. Although my mother and I have a good relationship she refuses to discuss some of the issues I have and is clearly furious at me each time I purge, and, to be honest, although the bulimia isn't her fault I wonder if I'd still be suffering if she'd offered her support. I don't know. Who knows about anything?!

I've been very anxious, depressed but purging less than usual.