I'm in one right now. I can't look forward to anything, I just want to cry and sleep. I feel so low.
Went to see a guy I know before, met up for a coffee. I was horrible to him really, very cynical and then I just came home and cried. I'm supposed to go to the gym with my mum tonight and I just know I'm going to let her down, and - once again - she will stay home with me instead of going out and living her life.
I feel like I'm holding so many people back from happiness, I feel like such an awful person.
Went to see a guy I know before, met up for a coffee. I was horrible to him really, very cynical and then I just came home and cried. I'm supposed to go to the gym with my mum tonight and I just know I'm going to let her down, and - once again - she will stay home with me instead of going out and living her life.
I feel like I'm holding so many people back from happiness, I feel like such an awful person.
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