This sign is in our bathroom:
Slightly OCD, I know, but I keep my toothbrush with the brush bit hanging over the edge of the ledge to minimise germs and actually the thought of germs is making me feel panicky and tearful right now.
I came home to find my sign had been disregarded and my toothbrush was in the same glass as the other toothbrushes and razors. I cried. And then called my mum, who laughed at me. I sent her a sweary text message and then apologised and then cried some more. Then I went to bed and cried some more, fell asleep then woke up and cried some more.
I feel better now, I've had dinner and I'm watching TV with my mum and thinking about my plans for this weekend. I hope I don't feel horrible tomorrow - when I'm starting my meds.
Also, feeling a wee bit let down by old friends. Would be nice if they invited me places, told me important things that happened in there life and didn't become best friends with the girls who bullied me out of my last school. Or maybe my standards are just too high? No, fuck off.
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| 'don't move my toothbrush! - anna' |
Slightly OCD, I know, but I keep my toothbrush with the brush bit hanging over the edge of the ledge to minimise germs and actually the thought of germs is making me feel panicky and tearful right now.
I came home to find my sign had been disregarded and my toothbrush was in the same glass as the other toothbrushes and razors. I cried. And then called my mum, who laughed at me. I sent her a sweary text message and then apologised and then cried some more. Then I went to bed and cried some more, fell asleep then woke up and cried some more.
I feel better now, I've had dinner and I'm watching TV with my mum and thinking about my plans for this weekend. I hope I don't feel horrible tomorrow - when I'm starting my meds.
Also, feeling a wee bit let down by old friends. Would be nice if they invited me places, told me important things that happened in there life and didn't become best friends with the girls who bullied me out of my last school. Or maybe my standards are just too high? No, fuck off.
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