Ups and downs and inbetweens.

Had an odd month. There's been stress (due to school and friends stuff, mainly), but also some sort of happiness as the Citalopram has been kicking in and making me feel a bit better.

I'm definitely in more of a place to make decisions about what changes I need in my life, even if I'm not yet ready to make these changes. There are people in my life that it would be healthy for me to have less contact with (though this requires more thought), changes I need to make to my daily routine so I can be more comfortable with myself and maybe I'll even soon be able to make some definite decisions for my future.

Naturally, it hasn't all been plain sailing, I have bad thoughts about hurting myself, and sad thoughts that make me stay in bed all day but they're not so frequent as they used to be.

For now I'm very busy with work ahead of my AS levels (eeeek!) but before I know it'll they'll be over I can bask in the sun whilst doing next years work. I'm hoping to succeed in my exams, especially since school are being supportive - I get extra marks *and* extra time, both of which are necessary and should hopefully help.