Wednesday, 7 December 2011

But in other news...

After that morbidly depressing post...

I got a call from my doctor last week telling me my therapist was virtually uncontactable, meaning I have yet to get the medication I need. He's made multiple attempts to contact her and she hasn't gotten back to him. Eurgh. I really like her, but I'll be broaching the subject when I see her next. I also have an appointment with my doctor on Monday to move forward in getting what I need.

I am seeing my therapist either tomorrow or Friday. I can't remember which, but this week anyway. I have plenty to tell her and I've been feeling very anxious and depressed recently, more so than usual. I want to isolate myself more, I've been taking everything a lot more personally, I've made some decisions that were stupid, that I think I regret and that I don't really know how to deal with. Unfortunately they're decisions I'm finding difficult to discuss with people because I don't want to feel stupid and I think people don't care about my problems.

I was feeling really ill today so I stayed off school, so I haven't left the house or had interaction with anyone but my mum. If I'm honest, I don't mind that, she's probably the only person I feel at ease with right now.

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