Hi Stress, fuck off.

Today has been super stressful, I've felt on the verge of an anxiety attack all day. It's like standing on the edge of a cliff. It's so irritating almost, I haven't had one in so long and today I could barely breathe. I think it's the stress of exams, friendship stuff (was amazing and great and super having no one to sit with at lunch today, like most days) and my nan being ill. I hate going to see her because it's so sad seeing her deteriorate and it's a high stress environment, yet I feel guilty for not going.

In the end I didn't do to see her, I'm taking her to the flicks on Sunday to see 'The Artist'.

I need more structure in my life. Also, motivation please.

In good news I'm getting a bicycle. I'm super excited.